Surgery

Friday I finally got the surgery that could save my life. I made it through and I am home but now I am waiting to get better. I know it will not happen on its own and I will work hard to get better. I am almost happy I think. For the first time in a while I have hope. Real hope that maybe tomorrow will be better than today.
I didn't realize what I had until I had the danger of losing it. I have found that I have amazing friends who care about me. Sadly, the majority of them live hundreds of miles away. That does not change what they mean to me or how they have kept me alive. I dont know what I would do without them. I dont want to ever know that. They are completely amazing and wonderful. They showed me that it is possible for someone to care about me.
I dont know why I am writing this. I guess I just haven't posted anything in awhile. Thought maybe it was time to post some positive.
After the "recovery" period I guess I am starting a new life. I am excited. I hope I do well.